August 22, 2011
I spent all of Saturday cleaning and spending time with the kids alone (again- for the 5th weekend in a row). As hard as certain moments were, I enjoyed most of Saturday. I enjoyed being home and actually getting to spend one-on-one time alone with the kids. It gave me hope that I can tackle this, that if I end up at home, I will not lose my mind. I'm trying to remember my happy, get back there to the time when I felt like a good Mom.... and I am getting there. Hopefully I can stay there.